Sometimes I wonder why I am attempting this. To live this untraditional life. A very out of the box existence. I have the ability and have maintained a normal job & life.
Hell, some people do my other job as a full time, nine-to-five gig. I just can't. Don't want to. I want to have fun with what I do. I have a blast with writing it just doesn't cover all of the bills.........sex is fun. Everything about it. I'm not having to put myself at risk of actually meeting people or making things happen here. I just talk to a dude, be my bubbly, kinky little self and get a few duckets for the time I spent chatting with him.....seems like a sweet deal to me. Bills get paid, I stop getting calls asking when I was planning on paying them...win win, everyone is happy and I didn't have to wear another godawful blazer or even dye my hair to a traditional color.
So yes, sometimes I wonder why. Then I quickly come to the conclusion of why didn't I do it sooner? Corporate was never my color!
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